I am bullshit

I'm stunned and trying to square the yoga training with how fucked up I feel right now. I've spent the better part of the last two days arguing with Joe, and am just so angry and fed-up -- and all of that wrapped around a 5.5 hour meditation training about how we're all just emanations of glorious Shakti, bla bla bla. Isn't it glorious to be alive?